I adore, this boy

I am officially incontrovertibly ecstatic ! Because of this boy, in the picture. Kris Allen, the brand new and polished American Idol :) I am a devotee from the very beginning and to watch someone grow makes me utmost proud. :]

He was just such a charming boy, (not to mention a.do.ra.ble!) you know what I mean? He was always the boy that embodies modesty, with his leather jacket and checkered shirts, the boy next door image that lifts everyone's spirit. Truly, I must say, remarkable.

I could listen to his version of Ain't no sunshine, Heartless, She works hard for the money and No boundaries for what seems like the millionth time and I still manage to SMILE real wide at the very end :)

Albeit the glam rocker, Adam Lambert, seemed to foreshadow everyone in the competition, everybody seemed to have predict that he would claim victory. Assuming is never really a good thing, people. Lesson learned :)

Congratulations, Kris Allen,
I love you! :)

MY GOD I SOUND SO IMMENSELY GAY

P/s: He's wearing my school shoes!

Just had to add that in :D

Of tantrums and thrills

Greeeeeetings ,

I am dead in the brain and shot in the head. So don't mind me being gay, albeit if it persists, I will immediately sign off ! No worries, fellow friends.

The agony of Midyear Examinations are undeniably brutal. Today was the first day. Bahasa Malaysia pretty much sucked and I might end up not acing my Science. Brutal, I tell you! Fuck the agitation, gah. English & Civics are coming up tomorrow.

Althoughhhh, positive sides are always present. Tonight is the end of the ultimately anticipated, *drumrolls*

AMERICAN IDOL FINALES!

Bring the limelight, Adam is gonna claim his victory, HURRAH :D Although I will forever and for always stay true to Kris, hihihi HAHAHA :D That's it, I'm off.

'Till then.

Heartless

Wait just a second,
Does the below post apply to both of us or only you?

Things seem to chance in a blink

xo

16th,

on the 12th of May 2009,

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY

ZAID HAKIMI

God knows how much me and mia misses you, its been a while and i know its been loads of times you invite us to hangout with you but we were never there, im sorry. We love you okay, youve helped us in every single hard situation we're in. Youve helped me loads of times , im grateful and utterly thankful to you, because of you the best things happens to me, because of you im still alive and i owe you alot. Im sorry for e verything ive ever done to hurt you, im really sorry, mia do too(well, she better be and you better be too) HAHA. Well, i hope all your drams and wishes comes true. I hope you and your new girlfriend happy being with each other. I only hope for the best of you. Takecare Zaid hakimi.

Lovess,

mia and iman

Drift yet?

I'll be your sunset, if you'll be my silhouette.

Hey peeps, i know that im not constantly online like i used to and i know that mia always keep on reminding me keep our blog alive as this has always been my wish since like god knows when. HAHA. The reason i can't is because my parents locked my comp by puting a password and only they know what it is. Ive tried everything, from my grandmothers birthday to their anniversary date to their great grandparents bithdate. God, i wish i could keep this blog alive and on constantly when im free from studying or any other activities, trust me i'd do anything.

TALENTED DOPEES

Mia and her american idol -.-" i guess it will never end, HAHA. She loves Adam and she loves Kris, i on the other hand loves the same contestants as her. Geee, i wonder why -.- HAHA. but i prefer Kris more than adam, man he is o ne great singer not to mention he knows more about songs than Adam will ever know about it. See the way he compose heartless? Damn, he completely change the melody, the tune and even the tempo of the song, it actually turned out way way way better than the original heartless by kanye west. I LOVE KRIS, trust me i do, oh if im gay i'll be naked watching him song and probably masturbate while watching him on the teevee. HAHAHHA, how ridiculous is that right? Yeah well, blog is about every detail you wanna do or what you did, you wanna think or what you thought right? HAHA. Adam on the other hand, he can sing, yes theres no doubt about that, he can sing in every way, his falseto, vocals and everything else, its great and all but hes more to a rockstar dnt ya think? Well who am i to judge. HAHA.

You could say that you dont miss me, I think about you everyday.

Hey baby, im concerned about you, with you pressuring yourself with books and all, oh i wish i could put away all these pressure for you. Though youre pressured and all you still find time to talk to me, manage your time to force me to study, make your time to help me with giving me questions to answer, oh i wish i could repay you. I know im nt much of a help and im in your way but i want you to know that i apprecite you, i do. You bought back faith in my life, ive never been care for like this before, but you with everything in your head, you still find time to care about me, awww sayang that's so sweet. I promise you, i promise you that all these work youve put into for me and for yourself will not go to waste, we're gonna be succesful and fulfil all our dreams of being together(; hihi, I LOVE YOU MIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUU.

If I could take your heart,

And keep it close to me,

I swear it will not break,

I swear it will not bleed.

IMAN S.

Go figure, enthusiast

American Idol is undeniably ubiquitous at the moment - true?

And need not to mention, everyone is incontrovertibly turning to an adherent! (Even Iman, which I find bizarre and utterly rare)

Which includes myself, American Idol - my very own guilty pleasure, hihihi :] Everyone is assuming victory will side Adam Lambert, but the first place every week happens to be gained by Kris, no? But the decision is definitely, up to you, America.

I, for one, have no rights to presume. A personal thought - I really think Adam really ought to feel jubilant on the finales and most definitely deserves the title of being an American Idol.

The fact is just implicitly unquestionable. He is without doubt, truly remarkable and significantly gifted :) Most notably astonishing contestant and never fails to blow my mind every single week when he steps on stage. But nevertheless, Kris lays permanently in my heart, got an intuition he'll give a good fight :)

I LOVE ADAM! I LOVE KRIS!

Mia Ismail, signing off.

A tad bit vicious

• The pressure of Midyear Examinations are crashing down on me, it is just implicitly brutal.

• Fastfood should be banned, it's a threat to the nation! Well, forbid the existence of junkfood, to the very least.

• No need to mention, these perpetual muscle pain is being a ferocious bitch!

The world is going haywire. Sigh. Only God knows why I haven't gone ballistic just yet.

Won't you drop the beat now?

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!

SHORT POST :)

I have been very confused lately, there's not a time when I don't feel the vibe of this certain feeling I have soon to discover. The feeling of emptiness. Of feeling somewhat amused yet sad and happy all in one time. Before you know it, in a split second, my mixed up sensations naturally converts itself into rage.

My apologies, I haven't been the best I have been lately. I don't know what's happening to me. Everything is frenzied :s

Manage me please, I'm a mess.

Then again, who would care? I know I have been credulous, bla bla bla I'm sorry I'm oblivious and slow witted. I'm sorry I'm blind and a dope and simply a sightless minion, bla bla bla zzzzzzzzzz.

I talk too much
Because nobody
Ever ever listens to me

So I have decided to turn mute. Life would be simpler.

School is fucked up, no need to mention about examinations. Geez, I need air, I need space, I need to see Iman );

TOMORROW IS A VERY SPECIAL DAY!
To only myself, it seems.

Would it kill to say, I miss you?

8th.

FIRSTLY,

HAPPY 8TH ANNIVERSARY

AMIRAH ISMAIL(:

Today, as 10th of May came, me and Mia Ismail is officially 8 months together and im proud of it(: Ive never been a really long and true relationship. Im glad that im in one, i want this relationship with you AMIRAH ISMAIL, i need this relatinship and i promise you that i will never fall in love with any other girl except you. I love you till the end of time, i love you mre than the world, iloveyoubabyboo. Hihi, i woveydovey you.

Peculiar, in our very own ways

Greetings,

Izzaty is in the house, :) (Budak takda rumah kan, harharhar)

I'm getting fat. Just so fat. Fat fat fat. A result of having no time to go walking :s Not to mention, the huge talking zit on my forehead. Urgh, what a disgust -__-

I was oddly meticulous today, and also very vigilant. Strange, ain't it o.O Whats even out of the ordinary is that, I made Nicole do her work too!

HAHAHAHA! Some things can't be bought, :)

Mia: I know your rajin today because I'm rajin today *tapping her shoulder*
Nicole: Yeap *doing that so called infamous (whatafuck) face of hers*

Well, that's all for today. Reducing blogging, remember? ;)

P/s:
Sayang, PLEASE KEEP OUR BLOG ALIVE, KAY? ):

'Till the day I see the sky in a different light

Because I saw you

Greetings :)

Midyear is leaving me in an absolute frantic manner and just downright cantankerous. Bogus, don't you think? How time is wasted by doing things you want to do rather than things you need to do.

Moving on. Everything is moving in a motion of blur, am caught up in a frenzy. Albeit the fact that Iman is always, without fail, there for me. (It's getting a little irritating, actually) Hahahaha,

I still love you unconditionally baby :) ♥♥ hihihi ,

Attended the very first Kemahiran Hidup intensive class after I have been, as a matter of fact, significantly absent. The teacher was, mm how do I say this, peculiar? In his very own ways o.O What a jolly day it was -__- (I, for one, sometimes feel my sarcasm is actually excruciating to my very own self, HARDEHARHAR)

By the way, I bid farewell to Allison Iraheta from American Idol. She made this season what it is with the grace of her presence. Her ever so bold red strands of hair highlighted with purple streaks, who could have not noticed her momentous aura? Come back. She'll perpetually be missed. A tad bit :s HAHA, whats important now is: Adam and Kris are safe, hurrah :D I hope both of them make it through to the finales, that would just without doubt, leave me in awe :) Danny should leave. He's just such a bore. No offense to the fans :s

On the verge of being 8 months together, (Swollen with pride moment, hahaha!) lemme break the news that my boyfriend and I, actually have something in common! (R) Well, we're an odd couple in our eccentric ways :) Before you judge, we, poles apart from others, fell in love with our differences, mind you. And might I say, we're invincible and still going strong :) hihihi, how charming of me, :p (Now, escape your blardy thoughts and judge, couldn't give two shits) Anyways...

*DRUMROLLS*

We hate school to the extend.

How paradoxical. I used to love school. *snorts* (Ignoring the irony) *snorts*

Nevertheless, forcing my ass to school tomorrow and patiently awaiting for Sunday morning sunshine, it will be a very special day, and will be very well spent, hurrah :D I plan to make the best of it. Mother's day, (I love you mummy) and our anniversary ;) (I love you baby)

OH OH, AND ASHMAN WILL BE 2 MONTHS OLD! That tiny adorable thing :p (To those who don't already know: Ashman is Iman's newborn baby brother)

Spread the love(!) Zzzz -__-

Before I start rambling incoherently, (Not like I haven't already)
Roger and out! xo

There's gotta be more to life, than this.

True,

Heyheyy, school was okay today. For the first time, the whole day at school im in class and came early. HAHA, or else i'll go and eat and spend he day at school walking around, hanging out and go to the counceling room. HAHAHAHA, how boring is that? Well, the reason im like this is because of my class sucks, my classmate sucks ad the teachers aswell. God, its boring going to school when you already know that its gonna be boring but what can you do? School is a must right? haih. I got in trouble for skipping school loads of times and not to mention mia is fedup with it. So im changing, i dont want her to give up on me, shes my pride and joy. Shes everthing to me and i love her soo much. Baby im changing okay? I promise i'll change everything for the better. So here i am, at home eraly -.-" listening to HOUSE ELECTRO TECHNO TRANCE songs and dancing around. So, i'll be writing post often i guess. Love you world, love you soo much more AMIRAH ISMAIL. weeeeeee

Messing up

I know things hasnt been working out lately, and i know im screwing each and ever single part of it. You gave me one simple rule, and i degil. I know bee, im useless and full of shit, but ive never love you any less. Im true to you no matter what, no matter in what kind of situation im in, ive never stop loving you. Sayang, youre my world, my everything. Im always there for you no matter what, and ill forever be there. I love you so much and im sorry. Im an ass, youre rght. I tak guna, all my promises are shit, ive never done anything right, im always wrong and thats totally me. I sayang you, more than anyone else, infact all my love is for you. I know youre getting fedup wth me, and you dah tak tahan but we bare with each other for the past more than half a year, why not more? All these fights, isnt it supposed to make us more stronger? Amirah Ismail, in this blog, i pledged to you, that all of this will stop as if this moment. I love you soo much, actually too much till i cant lose you. Im begging you, and let the whole world now that youre the only person that ever really mean anything to me, youre my everything, youre my world, youre my soul, youre my heart, baby youre my life. Im writing this blog, and im crying, you know why i tak pergi tuition? I masuk hospital last nght, i asked aie to tell izzat to tell you all because im scared that when you call i cldnt pick up. Baby, i really hope we'll be like we used to be. I hope that our realtionship, becomes stronger and better. I hope that we will forever be devoted to each other. These are my wishes for the future, for our future, i wish that i will marry you and have kids with you. I wish that i have a good job and more than enough to support our family. I wish that we are happy and lastly i wish that the day i die, you'll still be beside, holding my hands, kissing me on my lips and please dont cry like wht im doing now. Dont shed a tear fr me baby, i dnt want you to be sad, and i wish that our chldren growup and takecare of you like i do. I care soo much about you. I love you soo much. I know you cldnt forgive me for my behaviour lately, but love, as thorny as a rose is, its always beautiful to look at. Thank you for being there for me, thank you for beingmy reason to live, all our moments are truly amazing. Thanks bee (': I want you from now till the end, i want you i want you. Babyboo, im sorry and i'll never do it again, have my word. If i do you have all the right to leave me forever and ever. I sayang you, and ask everyone in the world, they know i love you but only god knows how much.

The air i breathe,
the steps i take,
its all because,
I LOVE YOU.

TAKING BACK MY LOVE

FUCK I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!
$@$^&%*^$@*@#

Starving for mercy

I'm so tired. So dead beat. I'm tired of screaming and crying almost every single opportunity we get to talk to each other. Talking to you nowadays is like burning time, to dust and ashes.

All the dynamism I got left is being drained out of me. And out of sheer exhaustion, you still never fail to make me feel most terrible all the time.

It’s like you can't and won’t even try to take the effort to feel how it’s like to be in my shoes. I'm weary and fatigued, seriously I am. When my heart has no will to forgive you, I won't. And if this is how it has to be, then.....

We might as well be strangers.

Midyear is killing me! Anyone in their right mind would understand the pressure damned on me, but you can't. You can't comprehend how I'm constantly somnolent and it seems the coffee is never EVER strong enough.

All you can afford to do is make my burden heavier.

I'm not only disenchanted, but you don't know fed up I really am.

Okay, now I’m back to fuck with books -__- HARHAR,

<3

Boom boom pow !

:)

I would post a hiatus for this blog too, but then writing is a common thing I do and has somewhat become a habit of mine, so I'm just gonna update once or twice a week and not make this blog dead too.

Hi,

Form one syllabus is just downright monotonous and absolutely dreadfully mind-numbing. Especially the Science and the History, omgah.

Although, I must say, their Geography is pretty much the bomb ;]

American Idol this season is so superior and good. Yes, good good goooood. It's electrifiying ! All of them are so talented even I can't believe it. I wish all of them could tie and win O: yes i do, uhuh uhuh uhuh. Especially Adam Lambert and Kris Allen, oh pretty pleasee (A)

Heroes is getting so exciting. Exciting exciting exciting. I LOVE IT! I feel the rush in my veins and it's absolutely a thrill, like the adrenalin rush when you're on a rollercoaster ride, ya know? ;)

Wooooh, back to fuck with books -__-

♥♥♥