Nothing but a dream

And this is: Mia Ismail | 0 Critic(s) |

I look pretty today. My fringe is the right length, my curls immaculate, and for the first time in my life I'm not under a massive acne attack or a screwed up bad hair day. I look pretty today because I thought I was going to see you.

I would have tied up my hair in half, put on a lace nude spaggethi top paired with a high-waisted black skirt, a black cardigan, my black flats and my favourite tote bag. I would lie down on your lap while you drive me off to gardens (which has my favourite cinema) to watch eclipse that I have been anticipating for. I would stare at flawless Taylor Lautner while I was in your arms, you feeding me that baked potato with cheese majigy that I love so much. It would have been the perfect moment.

I was going to buy you something, anything; because I haven't bought you anything before. I was thinking a tee shirt or a hoodie, maybe you could wear it to class and think of me. Maybe it would keep you from forgetting about me. Maybe if we don't work out, you'll have something to remember me by.

We would have lotsssssss of pictures.

Then you could drive me off to cheer comp at 3, sometime around right now, so that we could have that annual walk we do every year at the same place at the same event. Maybe at 5 you could have driven me home, and I would lie on your lap again and kiss you goodbye before another 2 weeks of not setting my eyes on you again.



But that's all I wished would have happened today. Nothing but a figment of my imagination, nothing but a dream.

Happy anniversary anyhow, b.

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Mia,

And this is: xιмαиx | 0 Critic(s) |

Bee, if youre reading this kn, i guess im already in rehab kays? 2 weeks had passed, and im soo happy i met you, and spend time with you. Though i wish i could spend more, i guess its not gonna happen. Thanks for making my holidays worth it baby and thanks for managing your time for me during this to weeks. I know how busy you are, with tuition, drama, swimming classes, tennis practices and piano classes. Thanks a lot honeybunny. I appreciate it alrght? Its been awhile since you make me feel this happy, and now you made me so freaking happy and my holidays worth wild. Im sorry i couldnt spend more time with you, or come home permanently, but i promise that at the end of april, i'll come home and be yours okay? Promise me one thing, wait for me okay? Then we could be together and just us in our own world. Listen to the song i posted earlier. You'll know that its you and me. You know its true. Thank you Amirah binti Mohd Ismail, for having me in your life, and for making my life meaningful and more reasons to live. Know that i'll miss you, i trust you, and especially that i love you. youre in my heart, everysecond of everyday. PROMISE! No one else but you, Youre my one and only, youre my true love, youre my heart, youre my mind and youre my life alrght? Please refer to your bff's for any downs and bad days okay? I already ask shaza and izzat to takecare of you, and they also promised me that theyre gonna be there for you while im not around. See how much i care for you? how much effort im giving to make you happy while im gone? I got everything covered and its all from your bestest friends. Most importantly Mia, im there w you in your heart and in your mind. You know me the best and you know what im gonna say, if its so hard for you, think about what i would do, or what i would say okay? You know im always yours kn? Remember the time we had? We got married on a stage and all? Remember all those happy memories and insya-Allah it will help you to be strong and happy while im gone. You know what i need from you? A nice big smile in the morning, laughters in the afternoon, and a nice happy rest at night. Thats all i need and i'll be the happiest person alive. Takecare babyboo. I love you okay? Make sure youre happy and ready for me okay? Muahh ;*

XOXO,

Iman Shukur.

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