Update

Hi,

- been crying a lot lately due to stress.
- Finally found the will in my heart to study
- 3 weeks to Midyear and I'm breaking down
- Can't help to not think about gruesome classes that I do not require
- Finding a way to tell my dad on how I don't need those classes
- Finding a way to tell Iman to get used to me not being around; all the time
- With little vigour left in me, I'm telling you, the coffee is never strong enough
- On the verge to crash and burn.

Sunshine light, sunshine bright

Flaws are invisible through my eyes it seems,

We're like cherry painted nails and burgundy dreams.

Sorry );

The below post, wothout is actually without okay? Okay, first, baby i sayang you gegila tau, i didnt mean to go without you and im terribly sorry )': I swear the whole time i was feeling guilty sebab tk bgtahu you earlier and bee, you also know that the whole time i called you a lot of times kn? i texted you and even bought you a dress. That shows ow much you mean to me, i hope that the dress would make it up to you, im sorry for being not such of a good boyfie but i hope im still yours and youre still mine. I love you forever and always, im doing thing ive never did, my feelings is at a whole newlevel, a level ive never been to, the truth is you make my day, you make me feel this way, and im glad you know why? because i nver felt happier than this feeling i have, thank you sayang for always being there, for all the support and for all the care and love you gave me, i hope youll continue on giving them to me as i will never stop giving it to you. Amirah Ismail, i know that i always merajuk and irritate you but i love you forever and always til the day i die. HAHA i cant stop saying i love you, because its true, i do i do i do. I'll marry you, i'll have kids with you, i'll stay with you for more than forever, ill stay with you till the next life ends, i love you babyboo, i love you honeybee, i love you cherrypie, i love you, i love you, i love you AMIRAH ISMAIL. Sayang, thank you soo much for everything, 7 months and still going wow, thats a whole new level for us. I love you beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee<33

ayaaaaang,
IMAN

Im back

Im back early because of you sayang. I love you soo much bee. I have fun when im with you, wothout you its just so dull ): I sayang you and i bought summersplash tickets for us and by the way who needs tickets call me, i got loads, serious shit!

I can spell confusion with a K

Hello earthlings,

I have not progressed on my Kerja Khusus. Why? Because I am a stupid, stupid girl! -.- Procrastinating everything and oblivious towards the circumstances.

But guess where Iman is? Yes, he is at BB, having a blast -- without me. Woots! All hail Iman -__- *snorts* It were as if I could not get more sarcastic and derisive.

Anyways, today is another non-progressive Saturday afternoon :) I somehow seem to love non-progressive days as it is spent by doing absolutely nothing. I'm quite aware a negative thing it is supposed to be, but I see it in contrary. Different people see from different point of views, aye? ;)

My eyelids are dropping, dropping, droping... I really can't figure out why. Am awaiting for Sunday morning sunshine, hurrah :D and if luck is on my side, I would even be able to go shopping (R)

You have me, right here.

Down on my knees

I am a rose, of deep vermilion tones
With much zeal, you savour blueberry cones
I am the wind, I blow away afflictions
For the one and only object of my affection

For I am your star, I will spark up your nights
Against all odds, the frail one I might
Be, so please; give me your ears
For I tremendously desire you to hear

My side of the story,
My dilemma; my quandary.

In a heartbeat

I haven't completed neither the layout for the blog, nor my kerja khusus for History. B, could you please please just finish up some stuff, 'cause I'm starting to get a headache ):

And here goes my attempt to melt my headaches, I am off to bed. 'Till Heroes start during nightfall, shall I awake*

Having thoughts about cutting school tomorrow, hahaha. Effing agitated and distinctly in a feeble state. As every second passes by, the more I grow older; the more I feel like falling apart.

By the way, I am using this blog to write about my days, since my very own blog is more to articulating my feelings in the utmost perplexed way there possibly is, hoping nobody would understand. Coming home to a black and melancholy blog is as a matter of fact, slightly depressing.

And so, this blog shall be a contrary :)

P/s: I'm sorry for the weak poem up there, Iman will edit it later on as my eyelids are dropping. & still I don't know how, I just wrote another lenghty post, I can't stop, help me(!)

Dream come true,

Yeah, this works alrght. Since im having a new bloggie and its not occupied only by me but by mia too im happy blogging again((:

So hello mafuckers and especially to you sayang(: (mia weh jangan terasa)

Hey its more than seven months now and its almost eight, ive never been in this kind of long relationships before and im proud to have it. Not only that, this past seven months has been remarkably amazing, and all those chases and cries are not futile, and for that i thank you, love.

This is what i wanted from the beggining, from you and no one else, the care, the love and especially the faithfulness. Im very proud to say that im complete, that my heart is perfect, and im invincible. All the vows and promises we made, you kept it, we kept it till now and its clear that we belong together.

Yes, i wish that i could spend more time with you, i wish that im always with you wherever i go. Theres nothing more perfect than you, and theres nothing could ever compare to your love. Im always looking at the wall repeating girl i love you, im always writing your name, im always thinking of you, and its not because youre always in my mind, its because youre always in my heart, in my soul.

Youre apart of me, youre the part that i could never let go for if i do a great loss and a terrible beginning of life would appear. You helped all those bad habits of mine dissapear, you made it clear that you changed my life, you turn me to the path which is right. to the path where all man should be.

Baby, youre always say that im your hero but the truth is youre my hero, for all the things you did for me, how could i ever repay them. I hope, with all this love i give you which if its more it means im desperately have to marry you, you wld accept it and i hope its enough. Baby theres nothing else fr me in this world, youre enough.

I LOVE YOU AMIRAH BINTI MOHD ISMAIL

Posted by IMAN.
Dream come true
The guy, the gay

Alone

Oh emo shites, I have my days as well.

"It takes two to tango",

Someone I miss a bunch once told me. She told me it is clear that a relationship is doomed to failure if both the people in the said relationship do not work together to solve major dilemmas. Everybody gets hold up in sticky situations, it's just a matter of if they were able to go through the storm together and not break at the very end.

I for one, have to say that I couldn't forget what she told me. I could even bet that she herself forgot that she mentioned that to me not too long ago, as a matter of fact. It was then, sometime during my Christmas holiday in Melaka that it became clear that I had fulfilled my part and oath, because Iman and I made it through every hurricane that we could ever come across. I never knew till that day, that we were one of those people, those special people in relationships made of steel.

I could go on and on, longer and longer to make this just another lengthy post of mine, but..

Little did I know, the day would come. The day where your absence suddenly start to crawl beneath my veins. The thought of it is cavorting in my head, my tummy is in a whirl, my knees are as weak as it can be, it is just simply downright sickening.

I'm alone. Fragile, and alone. For it is clear that all our yesterdays has been wasted by colliding with feeble-minded minions and what we are at this very moment are just made up of reminiscence and memories of what used to be. I am in a susceptible state, come shoot me down, I am already broken. I need you, I need hope, I need faith, it all went away.

I miss you.

Back to the beginning; with you

Hey hi and a merry hello people :]

Everything starts somewhere, right? The ink is running and the clock is ticking; and here is the trace that I've been here.

Iman actually has been wanting a blog that we shared together ever since God knows when, and; congratulations sayang, your dream has become an unquestionable reality -__-

All hail: Me for creating the blog :D :D

To be frank I initially refused to make one, but at the end of the day agreed in creating this blog 'cause I am going to make him promise to blog more often, (since his current blog is as dead as any dead person)

Why?

All because... I miss him blogging ): I miss him being alive, young and aspiring.

By the way b, you can change anything you want 'cause the blog is actually registered under your account -__-

'Till then.